Monday, December 20, 2010

THE GOSSIPER

A woman repeated a bit of gossip about a neighbour. Within a few days the whole community knew the story. The person it concerned was deeply hurt and offended. Later, the woman responsible for spreading the rumor learned that it was completely untrue. She was very sorry and went to a wise old sage to find out what she could do to repair the damage.
"Go to the marketplace." he said, "and purchase a chicken, and have it killed. Then on your way home, plucks it feathers and drop them one by one along the road." Although surprised by this advice, the woman did what she was told.
The next day the wise man said, "Now, go and collect all those feathers you dropped yesterday and bring them back to me."
The woman followed the same road, but to her dismay, the wind had blown all the feathers away. After searching for hours, she returned with only three in her hand. "You see," said the old sage, "it's easy to drop them, but its impossible to get them back. So it is with gossip. It doesn't take much to spread a rumor, but once you do, you can never completely undo the wrong."


I hope we all learn from this story.

She is Fabulous !


Here..meet my babe. Alea Sarina.

I super adore this girl. If you ask me..I would say she is one of a kind, creative, friendly, loveable (awwwww!) , open-minded, super beauty..well if you get to know her then you'll know what im talking about. I promise you'll love this girl. She does makeup tutorial. Shes aweeeesome~


To Alea: Sorry i kinda took your photo without your permission, i hope you don't mind :)


My new me and my baby - the shade.


So..this is me. yayy! i took this photo like 3am in the morning. I just couldnt sleep. This would be one my favourite photo.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

It happens

Honestly,if you ask me.I am upset. But i try to question myself,what am i upset of? i really don't know. It's stupid. My problem is i don't really share how i feel. I just sit alone and think and wish everything would get better. Nobody knows that. its okay. I don't expect all the attention. Maybe i should just stop dreaming and stop bein such a prissy. I didn't ask much. Can't you see that?? What can i do to make people realise this? I'm away from everything for something. Maybe i should just put a bullet on my head and close my eyes. I'll be continuing what i've been doing and i don't care anymore what people say about it. thanks mr.bloggy,now I feel a bit better. Should i start over? Because things are lovely at the start. Well,WHATEVER.

:: I MISS YOU DADDY. ALWAYS IN MY HEART.please keep me strong daddy,i love you.

Friday, April 2, 2010

HELLO?

Hello baby! i took a long time to do my bloggy stuffs again..updates and words words and more words. And now i miss u mr.bloggy. :) whats in my mind, [ for a moment i can tell i've got you..coz your lips don't move and something is happening - spell;Marie Digby.]
Know something? i've signed up for teenspot.com but haven't really discover it yet. SURE THING: won't update my proffy for the next two weeks.HAHA! Oooh daisy daize! RAIN! Finally!
COUNTDOWN : ------> 52 days. i love you bebeh!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Art of Love



LoVe. Okay I know i've been writting a lot on heart matter. But this is my blog so just let me bloggie-bloggie will ya? I personally think that love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Well not only for human but it could be any object as in pets or car just to name a few and even religious love. I called it art of love.

Talk bout art of love, i fell in love with this song art of love by Guy Sebastian and Jordin Sparks. It is a wonderfull song with a deep meaning. Here i include its lyric. Enjoy..(would be better if you read the lyric while listening its song) Don't be a grandma..if you love it,download it!

ART OF LOVE- GUY SEBASTIAN,JORDIN SPARKS

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan

Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted

It's in our nature to forget what matters

How when the going is getting tough

And we’re all about giving up

Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them

Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them

It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it

And it’s always getting better

It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door

Remind you that you’re beautiful

I know my detail requires more attention

If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention

Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes

Find out how much your heart can take

But I know that you got my back

And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss

I’m still learning how to give

I’m not giving up

I’m still learning how to love

Learning how to love… Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love (The art of love)

Still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

Still learning (art of love) Still trying to learn the art of love

Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

I'm gonna get it sometimes,

cause I'm still learning

Still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

Still learning (art of love) The art art of love

ONE HEART


One heart. Yes. It means so much. Either in a relationship or decision that you're taking which might could change your life forever. Well probably not forever but at least it does influence your life a bit. No matter what we do or desicions that we make, try to stick to it. Here comes the word ONE HEART. Sounds fake to me cause i don't really stick to what i've been doing. But i'm really trying to change that bad attitude of mine. haha..i often change my mind when doing something that i got into in the first place but that is just how i act. And here i am talking craps bout this one heart thingy.
'One heart' in a relationship matter,through my perspective, it is a definately sure thing. Loyal.trust,love,care and whatever we need in a relationship are included in the definition of one heart. I myself are trying the best of me to stay true to my erm..guy(my bebeh!) and i don't wanna walk away from him as i got the 'one heart' element in my mind and heart. Before this i play around with my guys and thinks that this kind of relationship are cooler rather than to get into a mature relationship. But as i'm gettin older, i learned a lot. No matter what i do,i still get hurt at the end of the day. I realised this is getting annoying and i don't wanna make my life a complicated one. That is when i found my bebeh and life goes on..
I'm keeping this one heart to myself and trying to spread the words to the others who i love and care so much. You won't regret it. Be a 'one heart' person.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

my own heart shoutout!



this is such a complicated thing and hard to understand which is obviously not.
i wonder why?
i've been questioning thingz that happen around me especially things that happen to me.
i might writing crapz but if you disagree with it then just fuck off.i don't expect feed back.TQ
this is what i wanted to say:
you like hooker so much,such a penis face.
fur those who doen't know me well,shut up pls. coz obviously i'm not talking bout you.
i am emotionally disturbed but i suppose i am fine.things are great.
its probably something to do with hormones.LOL
secondly...this is special.other topic eih.
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bebeh....i wanna say that i've been lookin someone like you.
[ currently listening boys like girls-someone like you ]
dedicate that song fur you!
i feel wonderfull when i'm with you. you're kinda like my saviour.
it's nice.
i asked myself.
why does there is lies in love?i lie too but i lie with reasons and not for fun.
but cheating is another thing.
it is a stressfull matter to face with unless you not the type which you care so much about your relationship.you probably think this is a stupid and lame post by some stupid retarded girl being emotional and bla bla bla..
hell why do i care.
i am melissa.
LOL
fyi,i'm not evil.
i'm just trying to speak out as to make sure that i am mentally stable.
back to where we begin,sure we do fill hurt to know that your partner cheats and lies and whatsoever..flirt?..but what can we do bout it?that's just nature.
can't fight it.but if you know how to..please someone tell me.i'd love to hear from you.























Thursday, February 4, 2010

FRIEND-SHIP


THIS IS MY FAVOURITE! Read it..
WE'RE JUST GIRLS WHO HAPPEN TO
Laugh for absolutely no reason at all and have some stupid fight that are over in 10 minutes, attempt to dance and sing like they do in the music videos, make fun of each other when we walk into stuff and no matter what happens we're always there for one another that's why were called best friends.

FNF, i really do love them


Now we're in the year 2010. For those who doesn't know,I graduated from highschool last year. Since then i've been missing my classmate a lot. Miss to be in trouble in school and make noise in class. I even miss to cheat on test too. (sigh) Of course there are few teachers that i dislike but i still love them. I would be nothing without them.Hope can meet all my 'clans',i mean my friends

during highschool again. Anyway,recently i have lost my great uncle named Johnly. Uncle was nice to everybody and i could not believe that he died at such a young age (47 years old). I came to know that he past away early at around 4a.m because of suffering diabetes. May uncle John rest in peace at god side. I and the rest of the family miss u.