I'm a first timer

Made my very first tattoo on 19/08/2011 (lol i'm a first timer in this) but it was cool. tak lah sakit sangat. Surprisingly, mum was okay with it. hahaha thanks God. The design is my japanese name which means honey (hachimitsu) in katakana version. Pronunciation : Merissa. 

Sales! No wait..SALESSS!!!

Last Monday (I know i'm kinda late to update stuff), my sis and i went to kk to just lepak2 around and it was freakin' EARLY *9.30am okay? I promised myself not to buy any clothes on that day but WTH man, ada sales bha di D&M. Bongkar sini sana , last2 i saw this..

cute right? :)

daaawwwh <3

This sweetheart cost about RM20 ONLY. IKR?? i L-O-V-E saaaales.

August' Hello

Taadaaaa! I am back! Soooo anyway just a quick update about myself. I've quit my job cos ..well only few of my friends know why i actually quit. I just stay at home and play games all day (Secret garden time and Sim social on fb) . Boyfriend call me last night and ask me, "So what you gonna do all day since u got no job? You become fulltime housewife laa this? hahaha".."bha apa lagi, i eat,sleep,eat and sleep again~ huu".

Guess what he said?.."Ahh?! Then u gain weight la this, u become fat.aiyerr.." , (punya sandi okay?) all he cares is my fats. This is the first time i got a guy who really cares about my looks. =.=  

i'm like..

duhh idgad ~

ohh anyway, i wanna get a tattoo. (i am sooo excited!) Take a look at the design. It's my japanese name that i got it on the web.

I'm gonna do it at my upper back (below my neck). What do ya think?? :) 

Anyway, i would love to write more but i'm hungry right now so i gotta go. I'll be back~ 

=.=

wehhh blog hah? i got no idea what to share here. Well, anyway i'm just glad my life has been better than before. :) I'm happy, people around me makes me happy and i appreciate it. No more freaking boyfie to accuse me stuffs and blame me for everything. No more FREAKING RULES.

I just feel like wanting to tell the whole world that it wasn't my fault. I was helping him too much and forgiving him a lot till it gets to the point where he thought i am sure gonna be his forever. I can't believe i dated this guy. =.=

jeeeez..trus xda mood maw continue my post. kbaii

My Kampung

Yesterday (Saturday), Steven and I with few of my cousins went to the river at my kampung just to hang out and chill. Well,it was weekend and KK was like ooh yeahhh it'll be so crowded and it wasn't a good idea to go KK. I was excited as i haven't been there for such a long time since i left my kampung. The water are clean,the fresh air and everything that you could find that makes you feel relax and calm. So here i've uploaded some photos of the day. :)

We were sitting on the rock.

Steven and Melissa :)

I enjoyed the view.

Steven's hand

I love the trees! 

Ooops. That's my feet haaha

Steven and I. I wanna marry him LOL

syok sendiri

My bangs are messy yuyy

I have no idea what my cousins are doing back there

I had a great time there even just awhile. On our way home, we stop by at a canteen to buy some junks food before we reach home,i mean my grandma's home. The whole evening we (mum, aunts and cousins)enjoyed watching the little kids playing around and that was the time i remembered when i was a kid i used to be like them too. 

the kids playing lol

Well, thats all about it. i'm out of here. 

HAHA

Have a great day everyone. :)

I Need To ....

I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP I NEED TO SHOP!

so yeah. thats about it.

Morning world

Morning people :)

I woke up so early today but i guess i don't remember what time was it. I immediately grab the lappy and online. Well i guess during early morning, it's kinda silent in facebook. I mean, where does everybody goes? Obviously they haven't wake up yet. So i check my friendster. I was stunned. WHY DOES FRIENDSTER HAS TO BE THIS UGLY? You know what annoys me when i'm trying to concentrate on the lappy screen? My cat, Maia. She was like keep stepping on the board and block my view. She loves lappy and handphone. I just don't know why. ooh Valentine's Day is coming soon (14hb February). What should i do? I guess i'm gonna be alone this valentine. sigh. But anyway, as long as i have my friends around i'll be alright. 

Heartbroken.

I've been crying for the past few days. No matter day and night. It's not about love alone. Its about big-headed attitude , selfishness ooh gawd i don't know what's happening. It's like something is trying to take away 'something' from me. The only thing that i have which is pure, honest and irreplaceable. I don't know how to deal with it until i have to ignore everything that is happening even it hurts me sooo bad. 

Well, i wish the best for me this year 2011. I hope i find happiness all the way through instead of sadness.

19 FEBRUARY 2006.

IN LOVING MEMORY,

DADDY.

i miss you.

oh nasi lemak nasi lemak

haaha it's been a long time i didn't eat nasi lemak. So today i decided to eat em'. ooh myy so delicious. I prefer nasi lemak than western food.

Nobody likes it.

I hate when mom get mad at me. Well, nobody likes it. Oh well, i'll not be home for tonight anyway. :)

weeeee~ !!

Okayy just a quick update. Attending party later. wink2 * :)

gtg.

Melissa. :)

Things I'd like to tell :)

1) I decided not to post anything personal in Facebook anymore.

* Sometimes it cause me trouble and sometimes people will misunderstood it. So yeah, I think i'm gonna stop it. Personal matter is PERSONAL anyway.

2) I wana be a good girl this year. Serious. But i hope people would just forgive me if i were rude or bad or something because people does mistakes. I can't be a perfect 'good girl' all the way.

3) My new addiction for this 2011: POPCORN. I'm surprised. I used to hate popcorn and now i'm

addicted to it.

4) I chat with Steven EVERYDAY. :) I meet Steven almost everyday. *WOW*

5) People like my hair. People love my hair. But I don't. Okay,sometimes. I want to get myself a new hair so total goodbye wavy hair!

6) I'm actually fat. 50+ kg. Isn't that FAT?

7) I want Ipad. It was like 3-4k or something. But i still want it. I think gadgets are cool.

8) I hate to shop for formal clothes. I wish i could just walk in with shorts and baggy clothes..slippers into the office. Since i'm gonna shop for formal clothes,my budget to spend on casual wear or stuff like that are limited.

Well, i wanna make it to 10 even hundreds! but this is all i got for the moment.

Melissa :)

ooh boyyy :(

Why is everything getting slow???Including my broadband. Feel sooo wasted.
--> Its raining! :/

shisssh!

I can't find a perfect blog layout. none of them caught my eyes. :/

THE GOSSIPER

A woman repeated a bit of gossip about a neighbour. Within a few days the whole community knew the story. The person it concerned was deeply hurt and offended. Later, the woman responsible for spreading the rumor learned that it was completely untrue. She was very sorry and went to a wise old sage to find out what she could do to repair the damage.

"Go to the marketplace." he said, "and purchase a chicken, and have it killed. Then on your way home, plucks it feathers and drop them one by one along the road." Although surprised by this advice, the woman did what she was told.

The next day the wise man said, "Now, go and collect all those feathers you dropped yesterday and bring them back to me."

The woman followed the same road, but to her dismay, the wind had blown all the feathers away. After searching for hours, she returned with only three in her hand. "You see," said the old sage, "it's easy to drop them, but its impossible to get them back. So it is with gossip. It doesn't take much to spread a rumor, but once you do, you can never completely undo the wrong."

I hope we all learn from this story.

She is Fabulous !

Here..meet my babe. Alea Sarina.

I super adore this girl. If you ask me..I would say she is one of a kind, creative, friendly, loveable (awwwww!) , open-minded, super beauty..well if you get to know her then you'll know what im talking about. I promise you'll love this girl. She does makeup tutorial. Shes aweeeesome~

To Alea: Sorry i kinda took your photo without your permission, i hope you don't mind :)

My new me and my baby - the shade.

So..this is me. yayy! i took this photo like 3am in the morning. I just couldnt sleep. This would be one my favourite photo.

It happens

Honestly,if you ask me.I am upset. But i try to question myself,what am i upset of? i really don't know. It's stupid. My problem is i don't really share how i feel. I just sit alone and think and wish everything would get better. Nobody knows that. its okay. I don't expect all the attention. Maybe i should just stop dreaming and stop bein such a prissy. I didn't ask much. Can't you see that?? What can i do to make people realise this? I'm away from everything for something. Maybe i should just put a bullet on my head and close my eyes. I'll be continuing what i've been doing and i don't care anymore what people say about it. thanks mr.bloggy,now I feel a bit better. Should i start over? Because things are lovely at the start. Well,WHATEVER.

:: I MISS YOU DADDY. ALWAYS IN MY HEART.please keep me strong daddy,i love you.

HELLO?

Hello baby! i took a long time to do my bloggy stuffs again..updates and words words and more words. And now i miss u mr.bloggy. :) whats in my mind, [ for a moment i can tell i've got you..coz your lips don't move and something is happening - spell;Marie Digby.]
Know something? i've signed up for teenspot.com but haven't really discover it yet. SURE THING: won't update my proffy for the next two weeks.HAHA! Oooh daisy daize! RAIN! Finally!

COUNTDOWN : ------> 52 days. i love you bebeh!

Art of Love

LoVe. Okay I know i've been writting a lot on heart matter. But this is my blog so just let me bloggie-bloggie will ya? I personally think that love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Well not only for human but it could be any object as in pets or car just to name a few and even religious love. I called it art of love.

Talk bout art of love, i fell in love with this song art of love by Guy Sebastian and Jordin Sparks. It is a wonderfull song with a deep meaning. Here i include its lyric. Enjoy..(would be better if you read the lyric while listening its song) Don't be a grandma..if you love it,download it!

ART OF LOVE- GUY SEBASTIAN,JORDIN SPARKS

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan

Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted

It's in our nature to forget what matters

How when the going is getting tough

And we’re all about giving up

Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them

Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them

It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it

And it’s always getting better

It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door

Remind you that you’re beautiful

I know my detail requires more attention

If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention

Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes

Find out how much your heart can take

But I know that you got my back

And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss

I’m still learning how to give

I’m not giving up

I’m still learning how to love

Learning how to love… Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

I’m still trying to not mess up

So whenever I stumble let me know

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out You need to spell it out for me

Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love (The art of love)

Still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

Still learning (art of love) Still trying to learn the art of love

Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

I'm gonna get it sometimes,

cause I'm still learning

Still learning (art of love) Still learning (art of love)

Still learning (art of love) The art art of love

ONE HEART

One heart. Yes. It means so much. Either in a relationship or decision that you're taking which might could change your life forever. Well probably not forever but at least it does influence your life a bit. No matter what we do or desicions that we make, try to stick to it. Here comes the word ONE HEART. Sounds fake to me cause i don't really stick to what i've been doing. But i'm really trying to change that bad attitude of mine. haha..i often change my mind when doing something that i got into in the first place but that is just how i act. And here i am talking craps bout this one heart thingy.
'One heart' in a relationship matter,through my perspective, it is a definately sure thing. Loyal.trust,love,care and whatever we need in a relationship are included in the definition of one heart. I myself are trying the best of me to stay true to my erm..guy(my bebeh!) and i don't wanna walk away from him as i got the 'one heart' element in my mind and heart. Before this i play around with my guys and thinks that this kind of relationship are cooler rather than to get into a mature relationship. But as i'm gettin older, i learned a lot. No matter what i do,i still get hurt at the end of the day. I realised this is getting annoying and i don't wanna make my life a complicated one. That is when i found my bebeh and life goes on..
I'm keeping this one heart to myself and trying to spread the words to the others who i love and care so much. You won't regret it. Be a 'one heart' person.